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I know I should run,
but not sure that I can
I think about you
wherever I am
the weekends are hard
when we can't talk or write
knowing I can't hold you
in bed late at night
I'm falling for you
and it scares me to death
I feel your touch, and your kiss
your desire, your breath
before you completely
take hold of my heart
I must turn away
and make a new start
you are with her
and I am with him
this is a time
when no one can win
it's not what I want
and may break my heart
but it will hurt less
if we agree now to part
I think that you care
as I do for you
but we're both seeing others,
so what can we do?
no strings attached,
just benefit friends
that went out the window
and now it must end
I will never forget you
we made quite a pair!
I'll look back and smile
on the times that we shared.
Good bye to you
my friend, my dear
it's hard and it hurts
and I know I'll shed tears